Loneliness vs Roulette with the heart - how many times should I call her?
by SJC 75So Im sitting here, its midnight and I have to get up at 04:00 for work. I cant sleep. I cant think anything but ask myself what did I do ?
When we were together it was great, even we were apart i was on top of the world . But now i feel like I have been put through a washing machine. Four days ago I thought she was the one and I haven't heard from her for 4 days following being told we can only be friends.
I think I handled it well, said the right things and was a gent about it. But now she doesn't return my texts, or my emails. How many times is too many to try and contact her without looking like a stalker ?
When I was single i was lonely... but at least I didn't feel this bad. Is it really worth it ? It seems like playing roulette with your heart. The odds are stacked against you and it is only a matter of time beofre you loose.
Have I ever made anyone else feel this bad ? I hope not because this is awful.
SC
Article submitted Monday, August 31, 2009 & read 12 times.
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» left by Leah Gag Cartoonist(1,021)(328 days 2 hours ago.)
Hi SC, thank you for sharing your pain and real life experiences with us. I hope that in doing so it helps a little. Cathartic and what not, writing things down.LeahRespond to this comment
